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omg its almost christmas AhhHHh!!!!!!!! [24 Dec 2004|10:08am] [ mood | I got this damn song stuck ] well well than god i got all my shoping done the worst thing ever waz shoping yesterday omg thats the most car wrecks i ever saw in my life n i almost waz in one because my fuking stupid cousin drives freken CRAZY!! i almost got a heart attack but we were pulling out from wallmart n almost hit a car ahHHH damn that waz scarry then we went to Target right well he backed up to let this lady in he dint know there waz any one behind us so he backed up really fast....(BOOM... CRASH)yep we hit a car i turned around n waz like ohhhh shit michale you better hope you dint hit a dick n when i looked at the guy he looked like a mean ass dick that waz gonna start shit but he waz only tired n waz tryn to get home he waznt pissed at all he just said its christmas dont worry about it he had a truck so it waz no damnage but our car wow our back side went all teh way under the truck he fuked up a lil bad but its his fault for not looking then we almost hit another fuking car n thats when i todl him to take me home now because i waz tired of driving with him but ya i saw sum varry bad car wrecks n I saw a couple of them happy right be for my eyes its a lil sad because right be for christmas people are dying for reckless driving but anyways im doing varry varry good im varry happy because i have every thing i wanted for christmas...n thats my wonderfull boy frined william what else do i need? nothing because hes the only wish i ever wished for on every thing my b-day candles new years wish wishing on a star every thing n it finaly came true i love you william god i really love you THIS IS SHELLY SAYING: HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE!!! ~*pOOf*~ Remember

feeln shity still [22 Dec 2004|04:42pm] [ mood | why am i hating my self?? ] blah blah Remember

feeln a lil sad =o( [21 Dec 2004|05:54pm] [ mood | I feel so afull to day ] HumMm ::puts head down:: im having the worst day of my F***KING life ahHhhhH first of all i found the most cutiest bunny omg hes so F***ING cute my ma wouldnt let me keep him so i had to give him away to this lady at my work because i rember her telln me her daughter wahnted a bunny for christmas so i WAZ gonna make her pay 20$ but im not mean i like to give things away expecally for a good cause ok well then my baaaabby called me telln me he dint get his package i sent him sum pictures that ment alot to me fuking mail people problay fuked that up hes never gona get them THEN my fuking sister instant messaged me shes 34 asking me if she can borrow 20$ for sum kinda candy because her husband wanted sum and he'll pay me back thursday paah.. ok i just got my FIRST pay check ever i went out bought new shoes bought my mom an EXPENCIVE christmas present n then i had to buy them a 10$ dinner and then i only had 40$ left out of 118$ she knew that waz my frist pay check so of course nice lil shelly gave her the 20$ ok did I get ONE MEASLY THANKYOU!! thats all i wanted is a thinkyou i dint even get that and i know she wanzt gonna buy candy i knew she waznt she spent it on sumpthing else. any ways to top it off i feel like shit because my BFs phone bill waz high n i feel so fuking afull i feel like Im treating him like shit i need to stop acking like a fuking lil cry baby its just i care for him so freken much i feel liek im driving him crazy out of his mind. and i dont wanna do that to teh love of my life I need to change so thats what im gonna do im gonna be more lay back n not drive him crazy and turn a joke into an argument or what ever william if your reading this im so sorry if i havnt been acking like my self today or any other day its just im crazy for you i love you n i neve wanna drive you away....i lvoe you hunny oh so much THIS IS SHELLY SAYING: PLEASE LET THIS DAY BE OVER ALREADY!! 1 Mourn Remember

woopdeedooo [15 Dec 2004|09:17am] [ mood | williams gonna call woopdeedoo ] ello every one.... I just got up n for sum reasion Im like really really happy!!! I guess its cuz love does that to you and that I get my first pay check monday ahHHhhH!! YeYa!!!! and and and todays is last day of skool we have 2 weeks vacation woopdeeedoo!!! YeYa Wooh Wooh hehe yesterday at skool me n my frineds were talking it waz a weird conversation this is how it went.. Me:dude your a dork Carlos: Why you say that? Me:because...you just are... carlos: ::pauses:: hey... Me:What? Carlos: girls can get cercumsized?? Me: ::busted up laughing::.....uh...if they wanted to. Carlos: its just like a guys thing huh the extra peice of skin huh? Me: ....I guess.. lol Carlos: dude..... Guys have clits too!! Me: ::busted up laughing agin:: CArlos: ....are you cercumsized?? Me: lmao!!!! Carlos: Im glad I choped off my clit. and thats about it then calss waz over now I though about wow girls can get cercumsized but...why in the world would they do that?!?! but any ways enough of that i though I should share it with you guys hey caroline you rember that conversation right?? lmao you couldnt stop laughing ya caroline dint even know what a clit waz...lmao you so funny chicky! hahahaha any ways this is shelly saying OMG I GOTTA GO my hunny luvvy is gonna call me sooooon YAAAAAAAAAAAY william if you reading this im madley in love with you!!! MaWWwwW *pOOf* -shelly- aka williams girl ALWAYS! Remember

ohHhhH I feel soo happy!! [14 Dec 2004|08:13pm] [ mood | i love william ] So this is how love really feels its amazing....im so glad hes in my life hes every thing to me I would die for him I love him because hes loves me for me n i love him for him I would always be by his side no matter what he does or do im always gonna love him no matter if he waz broke I would still love him no matter what I dont like him just for his looks ether I love him because hes charrming loving carring hes just.....gosh hes my every thing... Remember

OMFG!! [09 Dec 2004|03:06pm] [ mood | bUUurrrRR ] OMG OMG OMG OMG HOW FUKING SWEET IS MY LOVE OMG OMG OMG YOU GUYS!!!!! i HAVE THE MOST WONDERFULL MOST AUSUME BOY FRINED!!! he bought me a box of chocolates!! no one ever ever sent me a box of chocolates never omg no ones ever been this sweet to me omg I freken LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SHELLY SAYING WOW....SUM ONE LOVES ME Remember

WELL WELL LONG TIEM NO WRIGHT EHH [26 Nov 2004|02:55pm] [ mood | IM IN LOVE IM IN LOVE WOOH WOO ] well im doing great!!! wonderfull amazing!! it feels soooooo good to be over a freken ass hole who never showed me what love is who just always hurt me gosh people why dint I listen to you guys...angel i should of listend to you you also mike you were right hes nothing but a pot head loser hehe (LOSER) hehehe and shandor you were right about me finding better because I found the best!! N i thank you for being there when i waz all blah over that jerk this guy his name is william hes so amazing hes every thing iv been dreaming for every thing i wanted hes just teh most sweetest thing ever!!! i think im falling deep in love with him i dont care what any body says you can put a tiem stamp on love you just cant i feel for william so hard i guess tis cuz of hes sooo charrming n romantick n everything lol hes my every thing i sent him a letter saying for the first tiem to him that I love you i waz rally sacred of what his reaction waz gonna be....he waz stoked!! im so happy I have him I really think this guy could really be the one I mean get this we were talking n I said I always wanted to get marryed in a pink n black dress n he said no way!!! thats what i wanted my wife to be in n then what really freaked me out is rember holly when i said i wanted a lil girl name ava?? well thats what he always wanted to name his lil girl he said sum day when i have a girl i wanna name her ava n i dint say anything to him about me wanted a girl name ava its just...were ment to be!! YaY!! im finaly really loved by a really totally ausume guy! WELL THIS IS SHELLY SAYING HAVE AN AUSUME THANKS GIVING!

im in love [14 Nov 2004|02:48pm] [ mood | IM FREKEN IN LOVE!! ] yes me shelly...its actually in love once agin but one thing i waz NEVR IN love the key word is IN love i noticed I waz never IN love wiht jeremiah..I just loved him....I met william n i know how it feels to be IN love and its the most wonderfull thing hes teh most greatest thing walking on this earth he loves me for who I am If I ganed 200lbs it wouldnt matter to him he opend the door to my heart n im glad I let him in I waz wrong about love thanx to william he opend my eyes and im so thankfull he waz put in my road IM IN LOVE!!! THIS IS SHELLY SAYING HAVE A WONDERFULL DAY *PooF* Remember

huMmmMm [01 Nov 2004|11:14am] [ mood | ::Shivvers:: ] Ok...The party..IT SUCKED!!!! no one showed up..well, i cant say no one cuz my best frineds justin n luke showed up n so did bre n joanna we went out n played tackle foot ball with the naborhood boys n that waz fun though then at night we played caputre the losers lol it waz hard cuz every one waz in black but ya i waz a lil sad because no one showed up thats fuked up but hey all well thats life huh...Im gonna have a yard sale this weekend cuz im gonna buy me that HIM jacket that I WANT OoOH SOO BAD!!!! hopefully I can make enough to buy it i got 15$ right now n the jacket is like i think 25$ or 30$ i dono but im gonna get it!!!....i hope..=o/ lol well n/e/huu im freezing cold so im gonna go wrap up in muh monkey blanket hehe bub bye *pOOf* -shelly- Remember

PaRtY TiMe [29 Oct 2004|12:53pm] [ mood | man i wanna get that HIM jacke ] im anxious for tomorrow,....i have a feeling not many people are gonna show up but all well teh true frineds are the ones thats gonna be there yep yep yep its gonna be boring =o/ I bet.... Ali wish you can come =o( but ur WAY down there =o( pooey mayb i should come down there n pick you n n then you can come to muh party hehe what a plann huh!!!! hehehehe omg im sooo sad my Fav band is comming to town!!!!! HIM is comming november sumpthing n i dont have a ticket =o( nooOoooOO thats my dream to met ville valo =o/ i guess its never gonna come true =o( grawsh that sucks big booty i wanted to go too =o/ Im gonna save up some money cuz theres this HIM jacket that i wanna get soOoOoOoo bad its at hot topic at teh mall and its black n it has HIM on it with the heart a gram its soo kewl i want it i want it i want it!! lol.... but im broke =o/ damn it i need a fuking job!!!! 1 Mourn Remember

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